A Literally Steaming Body

My body's not normal..............maybe.

Well,...I don't know...it's just that,...I get all warm and flushed for no reason, all the time!

It's so embarrassing!!

I sweat all the time, regardless of day or night, shine or rain, summer or winter.....*sigh*

But I don't like, sweat and stink or anything.....I'm quite positive of that....I think so....mmmmm.....I hope so...

But I've had my friends telling me that I don't have B.O even though I sweat a lot...and that it's weird that people who seem all clean and dry smell but I don't....so yeah, I'm pretty sure I don't smell....

But that's not the point! You can cover up B.O with a really good shower, a kilo of perfume and a damn expensive deodorant or something, but you can't cover up or even avoid sweating! 

It's so so very embarrassing....

It's even worse when I talk to people...because I get embarrassed and my face will get all hot and flushed, and I will instantly start sweating, like non-stop and the nightmare just continues on and on and on!!! 

I even had people ask me directly, "what's wrong? you're sweating so much..."

Argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (> A <)

It makes me even more embarrassed to get close to people...like to sit next to them or talk at a close range...'cause I will start getting flushed every time I do so....I think Lala is the only person who doesn't make me go all flushed......I wonder why....maybe 'cause I'm used to her and I'm comfortable with her?...dunno...

Anyways, just now, Bella and I went down to Queen St and on our way back we stopped by McD and got some ice-cream (yes, it's winter and we were out and about eating ice cream, sue us). By the time we were at the final traffic lights before getting home Bella said, "oh the lady next to you is smoking,". I was perplexed because she obviously was not. And then when I looked back at Bella she said, "wait, don't move....you're like....smoking....there's like some sort of steam coming out of you!". And I was like, "WHAT???!!!!...smoke? what? where?!". And she said, "your head...no, your whole body is steaming and I can see it...is it really that hot?".

It was probably 14 degree Celsius or less and yes, my body felt quite steamed up. I can feel the air around me being cold, but at the same time, my body felt really hot.

Why?????....Why........I don't want this.....