If I could, I would like to...

I want to get more piercings on my ears.

I already have one on each, but I've always wanted at least another one.

But my Mom never let me, let alone my Dad

And of course, I've always adored lip piercings

But that's obviously out of my league 

I've always wanted to know how smoking feels like.

Is it the same as drinking lots of coffee? Meaning like latte or cuppa?

Or is it like gulping a shot of espresso in one go? Or maybe two?

I've had 10 cups of coffee in less than 2hours before and it got me on the edge for about an hour or two...not sure if it made me feel good or just really anxious...very much in between....

is that how it feels like to smoke?

I've always wanted to get high

But I dunno any safe way to do so

I'm already hooked on caffeine, so I don't wanna get hooked up on something worse

Plus I'm scared to let the unknown part of myself loose if I ever get high

Who knows what I might do

If my religion allows me to get a tattoo, I definitely would

A nice small one on my wrist maybe, or perhaps the back of my neck

But maybe I wouldn't anyway

I mean, what if I started to not like the way it looks after a while

I'm quite fickle minded on certain things

And having something like that on your body is not a good thing if you're gonna end up regretting it

But I know the one thing I don't want to try doing

PLASTIC SURGERY

It's just really gross

No matter how much I hate myself, I'll never do anything so disrespectful to my Creator, parents and myself

Never!