Loop

Still up?

I'm getting sleepy now...just needed to let some stuff out before I hit the duvet

What?

It's weird...

What is?

That no matter what I do, where I am...I always feel like I'm wound up in a loop....doing the same things over and over again...that everything is just a routine...

I bet you're not the only one feeling that way

Yeah...I know...but still,

Aren't you happy now?

Tough question to answer there

Meaning you're not

What makes you say that?

You would've answered me straight up if you were

I guess...I dunno...sometimes....I feel lonely

Your own fault for locking yourself up in your room all the time

Well, I don't exactly have anyone I wanna talk to...

Why not?

Dunno...just ain't got any....It's not like I don't enjoy talking y'know

Then, find someone. Bet you know SOME people, at least

Yeah, but just because you know them doesn't mean you wanna spend time with 'em or even talk to 'em for that matters...at least I don't think so...

Why not?

I don't like to spend my time doing things that I don't want to do...y'know...so I don't like to spend my time forcing myself to talk when I don't feel like it...

Then don't

Yeah...then just don't, huh?.........Back in a loop again

You already know you'll end up in this loop again when you started this conversation. Now go to sleep.